After a few months, I once again decided to write a blog. I've been feeling all sorts of emotions lately and I realized its a post worthy to be blogged.
For the past month, I have changed jobs, from an industrialized unhealthy independent job to a teacher educational-esk gentle to soft background. My life has pretty much shifted and I believe like most young adults in my age, we are all involved in this circular phase of trying to establish a life or what's not so worse but normal, trying to know what they want to do in life.
I have been trying to hold on to this dream that I always had since I was a little girl and I'm glad it has always been what I wanted and I am doing so much to make that dream happen no matter how long its going to take.
Basically, I wanted to write a blog about having the best company of person you could ever have and that is the company of your own self.
These are my most random thoughts alone with none other than my brain. (momentary realizations today)
Its nice... its nice to breathe in that cold thin air or smoke and exhale all the possible thoughts of life. Its nice to be alone, to stand at the side of that walkway in a mall and feel as if you can be alone but feel so damn right.
Its nice to eat a cup of noodles with strangers in one table. All aiming to finish that bowl to ride the next bus.
Its nice to stand in a line, stare at the floor and then suddenly a pretty face smiles at you for no apparent reason.
Its nice to be alone, to cross the street and to hear other peoples stories. Laughing as if all human beings are bound to be kind.
Its nice to stare at the sky and think about the most random thoughts that make you laugh. Thoughts of people that make you feel loved and thoughts of pain that make you want to breath in some more.
Its nice to watch a video of a friend and the love he lost in a moment of pure happiness. Its nice to know falling in love has infinite promises. Its nice to know that love is a risk.
Its nice to know that even family will fail to support you but only God's love will see you thru (You've got the love by Florence and the machine)
Its nice to know that you can take your time, if its a love at sight or a heavy heart, its nice to know that you have to be a fool to finally realize that happiness is indeed a choice.
